shelbelca's Blog
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12/23/07 2 CommentsUh Oh
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12/22/07 2 CommentsYAY
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12/20/07 2 CommentsUnsaid
So i know i was late on this but I had a bad case of allergies last year so here it goes. Happy [late] Birthday Criss and I know you say this all the time, but trust me We love you more! . May every year you grow stronger and you stay true to yourself and continue to be that guy with a huge heart that we all love. Hope you had a great year and let 2008 be even greater. Cus you know you will always have the support of your loyals. Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. ~ Shel
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12/18/07 1 CommentHurting
It hurts. to listen to this song, " Go rest high on that moutian" by Vince Gill. It reminds me so much of my nana the day she died. I was four when she died. That day I talked to her on the phone and I told her I would see her soon. Cus my mom had to go to work. It was less than 2 minutes after when i got there and Nana wouldnt come to the door. She was dead. Now I listen to this song and I cry cus she isnt here. If she was she woulda kicked my uncles butt the first time around and he wouldnt have left. In my dream last night I gave her one last hug before I woke up and I cried today when I realized she wasnt here. Now as I listen to this song I cry. Then I look at my wallpaper and see Criss' eyes , to tell the truth I cry even harder because I cant stand the thought of loosing him too or my parents. I mean it was a mere two minutes when my nana died and I had just talked to her on the phone .. she sounded perfectly healthly, but shes dead. There was nothing I could do, altho I wished I couldve stopped it. Trust me that day they wheeled her out on the stretcher I tried to wake her up, then someone told me that w/e I did she wasnt going to wake up. sigh sorry I had to get that out, didnt mean to bring you guys down. Its rare when I cry like this .. and my nana is usually the reason. Shelby Jean was my name she called me and Jean was her middle name, mom tells me im just like her. Nana I love you so much , I just wish you'd come back. ~ Shel
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12/11/07 7 CommentsToday
Today has really not been my day. First I make an F on my pre algebra test. Then I get hit square in the face with a dodgeball. THEN I get teased for wearing my dogtag "Loyal Freak" OMG i want to punch those girls so bad ... but i have 3 things to say to them. One : Atleast I need to wear something to make me a freak .. you dont need a thing" Second: Say what you want ... only i know the truth. Third : Magic isnt making something dissapear or pulling a rabbit out of a hat, Its a connection you have to a person, thats true magic .. hmm you wouldnt know about that would you? .. Cus you never take the time to understand a person and love and support them for who they really are not what they do. What Criss does, some of it IS fake but thats not what counts. What counts is its purpose and the amount of feeling, determination, and compassion behind the trick itself. But they wouldnt know that either. I mean atleast i dare to be different, Im not afraid to be different, but when you try to be different your just the same as everyone else. OOO... they are going to get an earfull tommorrow .. im not just going to stand back and take this crap.I'm tired of being bullied cus I like Criss and magic. So freakin what?! I promised I would stand by him as a loyal and a friend and thats exactly what im going to do no matter what anyone says. It's my choice and I'll never give up on him. Go ahead knock me down. I'll get back up and I'll keep getting back up until you see that im never going to give up on him, on myself or any of you guys. ~ Shel
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Music: The Gazette, Nightmare, Maximum the hormone, Tokio Hotel, Crossfade, Black Sabbath, Ozzy Osbourne, Celldweller, Godsmack, Linkin Park, Hinder, Rihanna, White Zombie, Three Days Grace, Marylin Manson, Criss Angel.
